How many times you wish you haven't been such a fool?
How many times you wish you could control things better?

I wish for that more than what my hair could sums up to and still things happened?

To be so honest, I haven't stop thinking since a year back. The 'me' you saw moving on,forgetting is merely hiding the other side that I tried to forget.

Moving on didn't comes as easy as you mouth it & sure it is lessening the determination to when the one that stop you from moving on is still there.

Bes once said something like he doesn't know...he was thinking about the plot from Leap Years.About Qi Yuwu asking Wong Lilin why the present one has not made her forget about the past?
Bes is a dear old friend and he hits the spot in the heart.
That very scene wrecked me so much that I didn't feel any happier after the movie and that is the truth.

I seriously know that this shouldn't go on anymore as well?Why I am tugging Jason along when things are like this? Why am I making a fool outta myself everytime?
What am I hoping to get outta this and why can't I have it?

I have the strong desire to approach a fortune teller. I just need an assurance of what I should do. I have that desire since a year back but I dare not, lazy to and diss off the very idea.

I know I will come to an age which I would scoff at my own stupidity. What the fuck is love & one sided feeling,the kind of maybe-you-have-a-chance and stop-dreaming kinda relationship and so on?

To let go or just to hold on for a glimmer of hope?
This is the question for you & I both.